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Wednesday, January 27, 2010

just NoT me U know..MI......

Woke up this morning feeling new?? that juz not what i'm expecting. After everythng that happens to me since new year well i tell you..it was heck of a ride..is this a turning point? juz excited to know what happens next.................LIFE..Give me some......(i just dont feel i'm the usual FAhmi anymore...is it age factor?)

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Misguided ghost

i'm a misguided ghost now..running from problems..is it good or bad??? it thnk it makes me feel better..run n run n run n run n run n run n run n run n run.....suddenly i fell...somethng pull my legs n take me back to the starting point!! hey, u can't run from problems..u have to solve it!!!

MIsguided ghost by paramore:

I am going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

{Chorus}
And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles

{Verse 2}
Well Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify,
Of broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

{Chorus}
And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not, Useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me

They echo me in circles

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Home Alone Robotic machine IS LIFE

THE HOME ALONE STUFF

6.00am:woke up,subuh

6.30am: on the phone

9.00am: shower+laundry

10.30am: FA cuP Highlight+ Werder Bremen vs Bayern Munich

12.00pm: burger king for lunch

12.30pm:STDN CC till now..Situation:heartless..doin what my mind tell me to do..whats came through my mind i just do it..its like a robot with soul..but i thnk its kinda fun doin this coz smhow we can actually forget bout our problems for a while..a while..the thng is, i just hope that this robot doesnt do anythng stupid..time oh time..i just dont want to be a robot..i want a new life that can still be happiness just like before..not like i'm not happy now, just that things seems to be different i'm a human..not a robot with soul........................................................(what is this i'm writing) this is so sick ROBOT!!!

I'm ok or not ok wait i'm ok eh i dunno


Finally,my first post since what a year ago..now straight to the point..is it not remembering worth it? mybe yea, but how about it both hurts..not remembering it n remembering it?? what will people do if this happens?? well guess we just have to get through it even it hurts..well we probably dont want to look hurting in front of ur friends n family rite..well, that just how thing works..mybe its ok to hide the pain inside you....coz people will say just forget bout it, just forget bout it, bla3x that just suck me off actually..so, juz hope that time speak for itself..but the pain will last forever i think..time oh time...tell me now...................................

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

ME: Episode one

I've been living in this world nearly 20 years, but i just could'nt find the most exciting thing i've ever done. Haha some people said:

people: Ko ni x pernah nak bersyukur!!

Yea, maybe they rite, tapi kita kenelah carik or buat something yang boleh membuatkan kita puas and rasa hidup kita ni bermakna.RiTe??? Well i'll keep on looking for that..and the story will be tell.

This is me episode One...

I wake up early today, family aku sume puasa harini coz Its 1 Rejab dalam kalender islam..so kita disunatkan untuk berpuasa harini..so follow jer..stakat ni sgtlah bosan hidup..i was doing was watching TV,TV, and TV and astro (or ASSTHROW) keeps showing the same thing all over again..Fucking Bored..i wonder what my DVD collection should offer...then i found this new DvD my brother bought called little manhattan.. tapi filem2 camni aku x lyn sgt tapi lets give it a try..and i found out that this movie is kindda cool..and its funny too...

Its about a 9 year old kid who fall in love with his karate class friend...then the boy named Gabe started to get haircut and all sort of stuff just to look good and impress that girl(Rosemary was her name) haha it was so funny as he gone lovesick with rosemary...The film also filled with all the magical, marvelous and maddening moments of first love..Haha watching some romantic comedy alone in the house not bad huh??? well at least its lighten up my day for now......to be continued....

THe Heutchy shoes

Here are some info i found from www.refinery29.com about the heutchy shoes...






No well-dressed guy wants to wear shoes that appear to have been pinched from his dad (no matter how dapper he is). The young dude dress shoe is an elusive sort, especially the kind that still fits in perfectly with denim and a pea coat at Sunday brunch.

Thankfully, designer Wells Stellberger knew exactly what was missing in the men's footwear category, and his response—a small line of footwear called Heutchy—immediately piqued the interest of childhood friend Sam Shipley, one half of the new men's and women's wear collection Shipley & Halmos. "We started our first T-shirt company together when we were 13 years old," the designer says in regards to Shipley, who recently asked his old school chum to provide the footwear for Shipley & Halmos' latest presentation at New York Fashion Week.

Both natives of Crest Butte, Colorado, the designers were happy to join forces again. "Working with Sam and Jeff [Halmos] has been a wonderful experience," Stellberger says. "Both lines are aesthetically on the same plane."

For its inaugural collection, Heutchy offers a limited selection of styles that convey a perfect balance of simplicity, comfort, and originality. "This collection's focus is on clean, simple shapes and interesting materials to create a staple shoe for every man's wardrobe," Stellberger says. The fall '08 line features five styles (including one exceptionally cool short boot), all produced in Spain, and constructed from fine Italian leathers and matching Japaneses canvas available in black, gray, and a stormy dark blue. "We want these shoes to have character, and become more beautiful each time you wear them," the designer adds.
When asked about his customer, Stellberger refers to a gentleman somewhat like himself. "He's a guy who buys pieces knowing he'll wear them for a long time," he says. So maybe, his worn-looking shirts are tailor made. His old paint-splattered jeans are crafted from of a rare selvedge that only a denim connoisseur could find, and his shoes are Heutchy. "The truth is," Stellberger says, "this is a guy who actually knows what he's doing."

From $250. For information and availability for fall, go to www.heutchy.com.