just NoT me U know..MI......

Woke up this morning feeling new?? that juz not what i'm expecting. After everythng that happens to me since new year well i tell you..it was heck of a ride..is this a turning point? juz excited to know what happens next.................LIFE..Give me some......(i just dont feel i'm the usual FAhmi anymore...is it age factor?)

Misguided ghost

i'm a misguided ghost now..running from problems..is it good or bad??? it thnk it makes me feel better..run n run n run n run n run n run n run n run n run.....suddenly i fell...somethng pull my legs n take me back to the starting point!! hey, u can't run from problems..u have to solve it!!!

MIsguided ghost by paramore:

I am going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

{Chorus}
And run
From them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles

{Verse 2}
Well Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify,
Of broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

{Chorus}
And run
To them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not, Useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away
And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me

They echo me in circles

Home Alone Robotic machine IS LIFE

THE HOME ALONE STUFF

6.00am:woke up,subuh

6.30am: on the phone

9.00am: shower+laundry

10.30am: FA cuP Highlight+ Werder Bremen vs Bayern Munich

12.00pm: burger king for lunch

12.30pm:STDN CC till now..Situation:heartless..doin what my mind tell me to do..whats came through my mind i just do it..its like a robot with soul..but i thnk its kinda fun doin this coz smhow we can actually forget bout our problems for a while..a while..the thng is, i just hope that this robot doesnt do anythng stupid..time oh time..i just dont want to be a robot..i want a new life that can still be happiness just like before..not like i'm not happy now, just that things seems to be different i'm a human..not a robot with soul........................................................(what is this i'm writing) this is so sick ROBOT!!!

I'm ok or not ok wait i'm ok eh i dunno

Finally,my first post since what a year ago..now straight to the point..is it not remembering worth it? mybe yea, but how about it both hurts..not remembering it n remembering it?? what will people do if this happens?? well guess we just have to get through it even it hurts..well we probably dont want to look hurting in front of ur friends n family rite..well, that just how thing works..mybe its ok to hide the pain inside you....coz people will say just forget bout it, just forget bout it, bla3x that just suck me off actually..so, juz hope that time speak for itself..but the pain will last forever i think..time oh time...tell me now...................................